Monday, November 9, 2009

9/11/09

nth really matters nemore.
cuz imma really lost and confused.
its my own fault anyway.
yep. gonna just slap myself. ;D
alright then. may there all be happy endings.
ta.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

8/11/09



Would offcially declare that i woke up.
Woke up from that dream, imagination and hallucination.
Finally clear of what position i'm in and what circumstances there is.
Gonna stop, right here, right now.
Sorry for, being a joke. Really am.
And, thanks. For making the dream seem so real.
Wont be a burden nemore.
But will always be there for ya.
Now and always.
All the best. Jia you ba. Bye, piggie. =)

Friday, November 6, 2009

6/11/09

Just went through the worst possible 4 days of my life..
Its like birds without wings.. Fish without fins.. Penguins without fur..
Living as an empty core.. Sleepless nights.. Appetiteless meals..
I really dont get it.. Can someone give me slap? Please, wake me up..
I always thought i understand everything..
But for once, im lost. Really really lost.
Perhaps, i was noneotherless, invisible.
Just, walk towards some unknown darkness, finding nothing.
Dont got a direction. Dont got a dream.
Just standing there. Alone.